Staring Down A Gun

Peeled off from my skin today
You moved away
and i fell on the knife again

This time its more than i will stand
and i don't know
Wonder if ill see u again

I expected far to much from you

I am left wanting most of the time
The seas wont be parting so send me a sign
Forget our differences and save us the time

Ever since you laid me out
I'm not the same
Pick me up and push me again

This time its all right at hand
But the doctors said to listen to you

I see you all in the way you want me to
It's all I can do

hard as nails your
Keep me coming
Well find me something
To believe in

I've spent my life in search of this
every time i close my eyes
i see inside the truth
Like I'm staring down a gun
how long till I lose?

The Last Time

Sign your life away
Put your hopes on hold for another day
Start a revolution in my head
Damned if I could only leave this bed

So hold on
This might be
The last time that you see me alive
Don't blink to fast
This may be
The only
Chance we have to make it alright
I'll be right back

Sometimes I feel like I am wrong
Just like my head is coming off
Whoever said your heart was to thin
Was just to small to take it all in

So hold on
This might be
The last time that you see me alive
Don't blink to fast
This may be
The only
Chance we have to make it alright
I'll be right back

Yes, we pose a danger
The sun falls like angels
With a broken wing
They hover round the scene
Truth daggers stab the dangers
Can you feel the change of..?
Course you can't, your
too scared, to run, from the change its frightening

So hold on
This might be
The last time that you see me alive
Don't blink to fast
This may be
The only
Chance we have to make it alright
I'll be right back

You leaving is enough of a reason for me

Home

Garden

Once I was lost in your garden
Man that's all I need
To loose myself in your image
I let myself believe
That you could fly like an angel
while I sit with a broken wing
Now my heart is closer to your soul
But I'm gonna let that go, let it go
Let it change, gonna let it change,
Gotta let it go

I swear I've been feeling just like somebody else
You gave me your word that
You wouldn't try to change me

I've been walking like I don't even
Need anyone
I've been talking like I don't even
Fear anymore
If I spend one more night with this damn TV on
You'll wake up, just to find out I am
Gone

Spend lots of time doing nothing
While your old words make me bleed
I'm left picking up the pieces
Of the memories you left me
What a cruel world we live in
When you come take what you need
Then you leave

I swear I've been feeling just like somebody else
Its a sign of wasted time
Well I wont waste mine on a heart that wont
change or feel for nothing

I've been walking like I don't even
Need anyone
I've been talking like I don't even
Fear anymore
If I spend one more night with this damn TV on
You'll wake up, just to find out I am
Gone

Home

Pale

Come to me my darlin'
Let me breathe you in
What's your name, I will sign your waiver
Give you aspirin for your sin
Another conversation ends
A new one will begin
Tomorrow's contemplation turns out
To be perilous

Come back, you said your comin back
Well I'm standing here, won't wait forever
Inside it burns me completely
So Pale from the watchword
As it spills my maroon filled with love
Well it's more of an episode than usual

The membership has made a choice
Degrade the girls and skill the boys
Some say we're better off
Some say that they agree
He said it's catching and we're all infected
And hey boy, your lookin' Pale

So your feeling overwhelmed, that's too bad
What a shame
Well I can't tell you the answer
That would be to easy
You say your running out of faith
Well I'm running out of steam

Well it's more of an episode than usual

Mid Air

I can be anything
you want me to be
So a couple stars align in the sky
Like that means anything
You walk along with your head held high
Most of the time
Its when your arms cant hold you up anymore,
That you fall into mine

The comfort is
Considering
I've never heard your voice
That we're one in the same

You fall from mid air
The same fall I took, I swear
Its not your fault
I know what they all did to put you here
I fall back on myself
Dream I'm someone else
Its not your fault
I know what they all did to lead you on

Well the time for riding around
has gone away
And so most of the time your to frail and to frightened
To think of something to say

The comfort is
Considering
You never had a choice
No sense running away

You fall from mid air
The same fall I took, I swear
Its not your fault
I know what they all did to put you here
I fall back on myself
Dream I'm someone else
Its not your fault
I know what they all did to lead you on

I hold my hand up to my brow
Cause there's nothing I can do
I put the red in your madness
Just like you taught me to
Now not a single day goes by when
I don't think of you

You fall from mid air
The same fall I took, I swear
Its not your fault
I know what they all did to put you here
I fall back on myself
Dream I'm someone else
Its not your fault
I know what they all did to lead you on

Home

The One Who Waits

Honestly, this don't help at all
Injury lends an insult
What do you mean we cant do this ourselves
She waits for me, to say it out loud
After this things will never be the same

I maybe falling to pieces but

I will be the one
Who sits right over here
Protecting us all from the lies
It repeats all the time
Not self assured I'm scared
Of a price too high

Just you watch, It'll come
Like a message from( )
reach your faith, by telephone
All that starts, it ends right here and now
Through this contrast, I can see
Only red, only you, and only me
This was never meant to be

I maybe falling to pieces but

I will be the one
Who sits right over here
Protecting us all from the lies
It repeats all the time
Not self assured I'm scared of the pain
I feel the price of this is way to high
To just suffer down the line
It repeats down the line

But if she gave it up,
I would be here waiting
I would be awake

Sorry

So I drew a line Right here in the sand
The sun is going down and
I am turning on again

Insufficient glare
The line in your hair
Your always looking at me Like I did something wrong

Chorus:
If this is what you wanted
I guess I'll have to think about it
I'm Sorry For all this

Its amazing how you think
That all our bones are weak
Standing face to face I see that yours are about to break


Chorus

Bridge:
I'm even wrong when I'm sleeping
Can't abide by the rules that I make For myself
We are all written, In some else's decisions
And all that we're thinking never comes into play

I was here sleeping
Shackles on my feet
No use for breathing
You were everything
And if this is what you really wanted
I guess I'll have to think about it
Time and time we don't
Realize it
I wasn't watching
Please rewind the clock
Forgive, don't forget this
Or its never gonna stop
Chorus

Sign On the Sun

A fevered dream
paint it black
Throw it back from where it came

So this is it
The threat is real
Take me anywhere but here

We'll find someone to blame

You are just filled with so much rage
I've walked on fire with less pain

You stopped me dead, you turned my head
It was so obvious, Like rain falling on us
You said
Like a sign on the sun, it was obvious
You were the only one

The futures here
Lets rewind
We've got nothing left but time

You take a pull
I avert my eyes
That's how you'll prove your alibi

You'll find someone to hate

You are just filled with so much rage
I've walked on fire with less pain

You stopped me dead, you turned my head
It was so obvious, Like fate smiled upon us
You said
Like a sign on the sun, you were the only one

But it didn't make no sense
You never stopped to think about the consequence
Well there's something in a shade of red I need
So I ask you one time tell me

How often do you think of me?

You stopped me dead, you turned my head
It was so obvious, Like fate smiled upon us
You said
Like a sign on the sun, you were the only one

Careful you don't know what your getting into here
Careful you don't speak your mind before your mind is clear
Cant you see it coming? Cant you see it baby?
Cant you fiend for nothing?
Cant you see the future around the bend?

Listen

Do you listen to the radio?
Do you listen, really listen?
All things said seem so apropos
I'm just keeping up with the status quo

Is this just another part of this
That makes it so damn hard to imagine
The feelings that you put me through

If only I could explain
The difference is plain
There's no reason to be here
If your not here and
There's only one reason to be leaving
That's if your disappearing
Everyone is wondering why your going on and on and on

Can you hear it coming well,
There's a truth you'll find it
But now your finding out that they're
All like-minded

I would understand you
and always lend a helping hand
If it ever came to that but,
I would complicate you, underestimate you
Never let it get that far

Temples

So it is the same its always been
Negativity comes my way again
Not ashamed of who it is I've been
I was crazy when you let me in

I'll do anything for love
Seems all you do is ask me to well,
I'll do anything for you
I'm not blind so if you ask me I'll say

I've seen the Temples tumble down
My heart, my head in the ground
I've seen the face you make when you learn
That you love someone

Walk around my feet I'm falling down
Cant balance at all
I know at times it seems like I have dropped the ball
You came and took your hole punch to my confidence
Baby, I've been crazy since the day we met

I'll do anything for love
Seems all you do is ask me to well,
I'll do anything for you
I'm not blind so if you ask me I'll say

I've seen the Temples tumble down
My heart, my head in the ground
I've seen the face you make when you learn

Well,
All the time it takes
Just to build a home here
A home inside your head
And all the time I spent
Just lying awake
You didn't know if I was alive or dead
Don't want to be your accident

I've seen the Temples tumble down
My heart, my head in the ground
I've seen the face you make when you learn
That you love someone

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